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not what I'd hoped for

2010 March 10
by Karena

I’ve been doing so well recently, I really wanted to keep the momentum going. But I knew it would be difficult with a hectic week planned, and an injured foot cutting in significantly on my workout plans. One pound, I pleaded with myself. You can hold this together and pull one pound. And I did… okay. I made some poor choices, like a bottle of wine and some awesome-to-die-for-you-can’t-blame-me Belgian chocolate. But I made some good choices, too, like prepping a huge salad and cooking ahead innumerable chicken breasts for quick, go-to lunches.

Last week I was 163.

I was desperately hoping to see 162.

But I didn’t.

Last week: 163
This week: 161.5

HAH! Hahahahahaha! (insert maniacal laugh here, as I’m barely hanging on to my sanity today, so it’s kind of fitting) And here I had you thinking I had gained! And I actually loss one and a half pounds! Ahhh, I crack myself up. (see, more proof of my pending nuthouse status)

All lame-ass joking aside, I feel like I’m in a really good place right now. Like I’ve FINALLY figured out the right calorie range, and the right foods, and the right amount of exercise. And I’ve learned what my triggers are, and how to avoid them. And how to compensate for them when I do occasionally succumb. I feel like this isn’t some far off dream — SOME DAY I’ll lose this weight and be in shape. I feel like this is really IT. I’m really doing it!

10 Responses leave one →
  1. BrookeF permalink
    March 10, 2010

    can i hate you right now? *tries really hard* nope, not a bit. very cool that you're getting it all worked out and yep you are really doing it!!! :D

  2. March 10, 2010

    Karena! That was so mean! You should share your wonderful Belgium chocolate as an apology! HEHE! great job on the loss…you are doing fabulous!!!

  3. March 11, 2010

    YOU ARE REALLY DOING IT! I'm so proud of you, and laughing manically right along with you. I felt the same way this morning when I stepped on the scale. I was praying for a maintain, honestly, because it wasn't my best week with food choices (can you say nachos AND chicken fried steak? shhhhh!).

    I literally squealed when I saw I'd LOST a pound! WOOT! I think all of the good choices we're making, when we're not making bad choices, are really paying off girl! WE RULE!!!!!

    xoxoxoxo

  4. tiffanyzook permalink
    March 11, 2010

    You are so funny! You totally had me going – I had to read over it twice! Good for you that you are finding your “groove”!

  5. SJs_April permalink
    March 11, 2010

    SO.NOT.COOL. Here I was working up a motivational comment and you tricked me! ;o)

    Seriously, great job this week, losing with despite some tough moments is great! Awesome!

  6. March 11, 2010

    Hahaha, good one! You totally had me going ~ in fact, I've never been here before, but your comment on the Sisterhood weigh-in post had me all set to console and encourage you! Stinker.

    Isn't it a great feeling, KNOWING what you need to change, HOW to change it, and to start seeing results?! You're doing great ~ keep it up!!

  7. kay6672 permalink
    March 11, 2010

    I'd send you some, Mendie, but I don't think your teammates would be very happy with me if I did!

  8. kay6672 permalink
    March 11, 2010

    It would have been a GREAT motivational comment, I'm sure! Save it, I'm sure I'll need it at some point!

  9. kay6672 permalink
    March 11, 2010

    Thanks! And, seriously, thanks for the thoughtfulness — stopping by to console and encourage me. You're WAY nicer than I am!

  10. anng permalink
    March 12, 2010

    So stinkin' proud of you!! And yes, you definitely had me going!! So glad that you have finally found your groove….Hope you have another great week.

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